Monday, September 3, 2007

It begins again...

Well, Dan is gone. He left for Springhill a few hours ago, and I'm pretty bummed about it, because this is officially the beginning of a long, LONG year. I know that he'll be home on the weekends and holidays, but it's not the same, we shouldn't be doing this anymore, after having done it so much already (I've calculated, and about half of our relationship, or over 2 years, has been spent long distance like this...that's too much!) I know we'll be fine and that it's the right decision for me to stay here, not just for me personally but for both of us; it takes off a lot of financial strain this way, but still, I wish it could have been different. I guess we'll just have to see how it goes, I know Dan is going to do awesome in school, I just really hope he likes it. As for me, I still don't know what's going to happen after October 19th, but I'll worry about that when it comes I guess. At the very worst, I'll move to Springhill with Dan after Christmas, but hopefully it won't come to that. It's the government, they have to find me something :)

Anyway, just my little bummed out rant, I've been sick for the last 2 days so it might not make a whole lot of sense, I'm pretty achy and I think a fever is coming on, hopefully I'll be better by tomorrow, I have too much work to do to call in sick, stuff that can't wait until Wednesday (I never though I'd have one of those jobs, but I do!) I felt like such a yuppie the other day, I had to bring some proofing work with me to lunch because I had a deadline! Craziness. Anyway, enough blabbing, I'm going to go lie down before I throw up again.

1 comment:

Selena said...

Hey Gen, it's okay you are allowed to be bummed out. Tom and I know how you feel we did the distance thing for pretty much the first 3 1/2 yrs of our relationship, and the last two yrs years of it was the worst when I only saw him for like Christmas break,live with him the last summer and than maybe a weekend somewheres in there when I took the bus to Ottawa. Let me just say that like everything else it will come to an end just try to get through one day at a time. However if you need to talk or complain about it you know where to find me. It seem like you and Dan are like Tom and I and always take the less traveled road in life as they say. Well I tell myself that it just makes us stronger(not sure if it really helps but oh well that is what I tell myself), Hopefully one day we'll both be able to travel on those more busier roads :). Hope you feel better soon, being sick doesn't help.